angelsoul

by Sophia
(Kearny, New Jersey)

Where do I start? First it was just slight fatigue that I chalked up to being in an abusive relationship and that I needed to heal. At the same time I began reading more material about metaphysical and transformation, Kundalini. Then I got the "flu" and was sick for 2months. Well this year it got worse I was so tired emotionally and physically I thought it was because of my job. I am a nurse and was working in a therapeutic rehab for women who were allowed to have their babies with them.It was an extremely negative enviornment however I felt that I belonged there. I got sick with a upper respiratory infection in October that would not leave for the next 4 months> A two week reprieve than came back worse. I was taking yoga classes when I could not raise my right arm I could not even hold a pen the pain was that severe. I thought it was from an old injury. Well fially in February the upper respiratory turned into an lower respiratory on verge of pneumonia in my left lung, stomach ulcer and possible liver problems. I am constantly tired yet there was that inner knowing that I was grieving I was releasing old toxins on a deep cellular level. I had kind of invited the process as I read about transmuting our dna and cellular transformation. I have quit smoking as my body was totally rejecting it. Oh yea I also met this man who I had an instant soul level connection. I have been looking for alternative ways to heal and believe that this is also emotional because the man and I haven't spoke in four months. I am asking for anybody out there who identifies or can help me understand that I am not going crazy. : {