disconnection, mood swings ect...
I feel disconnected to everything. My family, my friends, everything around me and even God. Two years ago I woke up from my ego sleep and I've been close to God since then, I've been guided and it's like I've been in constantly love for two years, my worries were gone and I could live in the moment with God. Just until now. Out of the blue, it started feeling like my ego was coming back and I feel angry and I'm spaced out, I can't seem to focus any more or connect and I'm screaming inside of me for guidence. Somehow I feel that someone guide me and that everything is how it should be, I just feel so lonely and confused.
Other things I experience is digesting problems, pains, breathing problems, intense dreams, exhaustion..