Severe lack of sleep

by susan H
(St. Petersburg, Florida)

I am having severe lack of sleep, mind wants to travel to places of letting go, not wanting to be here, to purely a lack of any motivation at all. I have always been an A type personality and always attraced to the spiritual study, I have a HUGE desire to just be, and every force within says NOPE that does not work, yet at the same time BALANCE becomes unavaliable, I have gone to long without sleep and loosing hair, body is CRAVING dreams and sleep, I am SANE for sure but this stage feels like I want to go back to my old ways of NOT KNOWING or feeling- Not sure how to proceed